HAPPYNESS

Did you ever feel happy deep in your mind?
I do recently. I've never been so cheerful. Because I face with the trouble that confused me a long time. It's really wonderful, I think if you could open your mind and confirming what happened in your heart, finally fight with it, against it, you can make your daily life better.

I don't know what's that means. But I felt it deeply and know what I am doing now. If you lose something, THAT'S ok, that's fine. Because there are no always winner in the world. But if you could find why you were lose, what you lost. You may feel better, and fill in your heart something, it's just a new begining.

About History

Today's history class is so boring.
I have a book but I never use it. I have many time but I didn't to brainstrom to make a process myself. It's was just too boring. I reading another bookds in my history class - "Charollotte's web" , the author is Stuart Little, who has plenty imagination. Do not like history.

Our history class is just mention about the museum. It doesn't mention the real history.
Actually, I really don't like it

A examination

Many challenge in my life, it's important for me.
I finding job in these days, but I not get it. I go to cram school and interview the assistant of the teacher. I hope I can get a job recently.
In my school, there's happened a lot things these days. And I always full in my mind.
Sometimes I don't know what I have to do.
Sometimes it doesn't make sense.
I want to yell, but I can't.
I have no able to open my mouth.
Sometimes I have to face too much things that I don't want to face with.
I hope I can learn something from my daily life

FAINT

I am a little bit of loneliness.
I usually listening English song now. And now my favorite band is called "Linking Park" . Their song is just like my mood. And singing that I wanna say. Hope I won't be ignored by this environment. Believe what happened in my life is just real.
Time won't tell anythings. If your corporal get hurt, as time pass by it will healed, but human's mind not.

CHEERIO ! !
I just want to say to myself.
I go to the music club.
I'd like to learn something, I think it's better than stay at domitory and doing nothing.

Seeing is Believing

Once you see amazing thing, you're ganna stay right here, and even don't know what I have to do.
I just feel upset, and when everyone feel upset, the best way to release is to think other things.
I played tennis yesterday, and saw something could even break my heart, but it's all gone. I hope that I saw is just apparent, not truth.
There is just too much things in my mind.

I also went out for a job yesterday, and the job is about assistant of a teacher in the kindergarten. I hope I could get it.

Just let it go, let it be...
My mood full of anger and unhappy.

Learning something

I want to learning some instruments, like piano、violin、guitar or bass. There is a lot things I never been contact before. Now I wannatake a class about each instrument or sports.

Sometime I just falling down my heart, I just want to full in my mind, and set a goal that I had interesting. Now I wanna busy life, cause make oneself busy I trust could forget something let me upset. I also want to find a part-time job. I believe it's trainnig myself independent.

I want to let go of something painful that I feel so long, and studying more and more hard. I believe myself could turn into a new one.

About Conflict

How to be friendly ?
How to solve problem between each other ? If someone's opinion is diffirent from you, what would you do ? In my childhood, I don't know how to get along with others. So I usually fighting with others, but I'm better now.
There is many kind of conflict, about your relationship or between yours messenge having problem. But conflicting and fighting is happening everywhere, the only question is "how to solve, how to avoid" even though may fight or conflict isn't bad things. It could make somebody grow or be stronger.
I still learning this, and I am not a gennis , I also hope somebody could telling me answer.

University Life

I'm a student. And this is my responsibility for studying, but sometimes I was so confused. What am I doing now ? There is many doubts around me. What am I doing now ? I have no direction of my social life, and I have no idea about my future. What it will be ? I just don't know.

There is more confuse around my friends, and we gone though together, overcome these problem we encourter, but it's sill full of pains and tears. Maybe it's too magnify, I hope I could let go of the pain I feel so long. Erase all the doubts I have .

I hope I could be happy and someone can give me bliss.

Mood

Last night I dreamed very wonderful things, I wish that things could happened in my real life.
Now day by day pass by, I know that couldn't be true. I dreamed my friend and I , we are in a campus, and talking about our life, thinking of something that we gone through together, and planning our future.
It's a wonderful thing. But I know that could not happened in my real life.

I feel so bored these days. When my friends go out for their travel with clubs, and I am studying in my school. I feel happy for them, although I hope I can play with them.
It's pity that I just stay here and doing nothing, I just regretful about I decided some decision that hurts myself.

Feeling so miserable.

New resolution

I think I have to do some change in my new semester.
Well. maybe because last semester I was too at will.
and my professional is a student . (I almost forgot it...)

So I want to becoming busy this semester , nomatter sports or clubs .
I wanna try everything this time, and don't want my life is white , like I had nothing.
I love sports , basketball、tennis、table-tennis、badminton even soccer.
So this time I want to do everything I want to do.

Sport is a good way to forget unhappy things, Human always think about these unhappy thing again and again.
maybe make your life busy is good way to forget that.
and exercise also can make you happy.
Because your brain will produce an hormone , and it could make you happy.
I don't know why, but it's work .

HAHA. every time I get bad grade, or get fight . I always exercise to let me feel relax.
maybe somebody feel bored or unhappy , you can try this ~!!

Homework

I know that is every students have to do .
but I just lazy...
When the new semester began , every subject had new work and new paper have to hand in.
oh...my god...

It's a very big problem to me . but I like it
HAHA...
Maybe it's a challenge for me to manage my schedule.
I don't know . but very good .

It's busy, also good , too.

Go to Lantern Festival

Today,
I and my friends go to Chia-yi to visit a performance
It was very beautiful and we have a great time.

The perfromance is about Taiwan twelve animals.
and now this year is Pig year, we visit Chia-yi and to see the Lantern Festival
It was great, but it's also so far to arrived , we rode motorcycle and spend most of time on riding.
but when we arrived , it does not make us disappointed.
And we eat a lot , watch everything the Lantern Festival have .

It's very nice , I had a good memory

New day , Start

Everyday is new day !!

I think everyone have to improve yourself everday.
Although I am not able to say that cause I am not a perfect person.
But it is very important , so I think I want to discuss this at the first in my blog.

Now first, talk about myself, I was very bad in English.
Even though I know it's bad now , but it's better than past,
and in the past I wrote very few English writings ,
until I graduated and enter Yuntech , met a good teacher ,
and teach me many things nomatter what things ,
I'm glad to teached by her. Just because her ,
now I have courage to write down what I want to say ,
and have more able to study English this subject ,
But of course I have to study English now , this is my major now.
Before enter Yuntech, I was study in Business this subject.
When I study business , I feel not bad and at that time I think I don't like English.
But Now I love to write and read about English.
I am very appreciate the teacher, but now she is not teach us anymore.

I will miss her

Now I just write down my feeling
NO Else~~

See you
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